Tears of Confusion

I am confused, and I have nothing to say about it....I want to soak in the tub and cry. But I don't have time for that right now. I have a midterm on the fourth and the final on the eleventh. I am terrified that I am going to fail. failure is not an option. I am going to watch Beauty and the Beast, read some med/surg, and sleep.......someone tell my why I am so fucking confused....and how do i get past it?!?!?!?!