Sunday, December 2, 2007

Burning out

I am having a hard time focusing on school. I really need to dedicate myself to studying for the next 4 days, but my mind continues to wonder. I am thinking about everything but ADPIE, Maslow, Erickson, ABC, CMS, and anal winks.....

So last night I slept at N's house, she is truly one of the few people i consider a "best friend." She knows more about me then any other person on the planet.

I slept on the sofa because my bed was taken up by another house guest....he is old so he gets dibs (OK so he's not old, but its funny). I was woken up at 5am by N's husband and the other house guest, T & S. they were finding music for their car trip to the ducks game...I wake with a start and the first words out of my mouth are, "what the fuck?" I should add that the image in my head was of MY TV, and two men in MY living room, I really had no clue where i was or why their were two men in my home......I see T smile and start to process that I do in fact know and trust him, S says,"do you know where you are sweety?" my next breath is a deep sigh of relief...Its funny now, but in that split second I experienced true terror.

Its time for sleep, and REM, I need to be well rested for study group tomorrow....please, someone wish me luck on this next test!!!!

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