every thing is different. What once was, is no more....
Last night I celebrated my birthday [its actually today]; I had a great time with my friends, but something was different. I tried to see if the two sides of my life could coexist? Friends from high school, and friends from Nursing school. It did not work the way I had planned. I envisioned everyone meeting and falling in love with each other, this was not the case. there were no problems, but it was awkward. I felt as though it was somehow my fault that not everyone was having a killer good time....odd
It weird for me to see people not talking. I am the person that will walk up to you and start chatting because you look lonely and out of place at the party, or the girl you meet and by the end of the day you know her life story.....that's me....I am able to talk to just about anyone, about anything. when I am thrown into a big group of unknowns I will stand back and watch for about an hour....I will observe the pecking order of the group, the humor style, the topics of conversation, and when comfortable join in and enjoy myself. unless I am tired, as I am today....
I can barely keep my eyes open and I am getting ready to drive home for Christmas. Its a two hour drive, and its raining...I'm going to need some coffee and music for this trip.
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