Today I helped someone i love. My friend is a 29 year old mother of two who just had a double mastectomy; today I helped her shower. i changed her dressings, i did her hair, and dried her off....I helped.

from this day forward my goal is to be able to fill in the blank: today I helped________. three days a week I am a nurse, the rest of my time should be at least a bit productive. it's time to start giving back again.

Today I was rejected. rejected by a boy i like a lot...It stings, and it's embarassing. nobody likes being rejected, but I was rejected by a friend. ouch.

it's time for sleep. cancer sucks, so do boys. that's what I learned today. and yes, I just compared boys to cancer.