7 days....

I have 7 shifts left at the job that has shaped who I am as a nurse. In 11 days I will be moving to Philomath, back in with my parents. How do I feel about all of this? It's this bizzare mixture of excitment, sadness, dread, and happiness! I am so happy to be moving on, so happy to be working at a different hospital...I'm excited to spend more time with my family and my beautiful niece.

I am dreading living with my parents again...I'm so happy for the opportunity they are giving me to pay of some debt, to have a place to live and food to eat...but I'm totally flipped out to be 25 and living with my parents, this does not look good. I want to be dating, starting a relationship with a man and here I am moving in with my parents...there is nothing appealing about a woman who lives in her mom and dad's attic....ugggg.

I am so sad to be leaving my amazing co-workers! they are my friends, and my 'bend' family! I love them all SO much! I learn from them each and every day! They teach me to keep smiling, they teach me to love myself, and they teach me how to me a better nurse!

There is a light at the end of the tunnel for me, a bright shiny light pulling me closer each day. A new chapter of my life is starting in just a few days, I can hardly believe it....