I am stressed to that max tonight. I have a final tomorrow morning. Finals scare me more then other exams because there is no recovering when you bomb one. This is truly a make or break me situation. I can miss 36 questions...there is no fucking way I am going to miss that many questions, but its still scary know that I could fail out of nursing school tomorrow.
I think I can, I think I can, I think I can, I think I can, I think I can, I think I can......
I can do this, I know this material...I fucking rocked both midterms...but I still feel like throwing up on my sneakers....
Then on top of this I am stressed about money...I live alone, therefore all of my bills are my responsibility....1100 a month worth of bills.....all paid by student loans, and now I am waiting for my parents to cosign for my last loan....they won't sign for a few more weeks because they are trying to buy a new house. So meanwhile I am living on less money then I did back in the day when i lived off of one crappy min wage job. If I had stayed with my working habits I would be fine. I used to work three jobs and bring home enough to pay all of my bills and play. now I don't get to play, and my bills aren't going to get paid because I don't have any money....So I am going to try to pick up as many extra shifts over spring break as I possible can. Please let someone get sick so they have to call me in!!!! (and I love my job, so working rocks)
FUCK I HATE MONEY, I can't wait to actually have some again.
Just to make things even MORE exciting I have pneumonia. I am coughing bright yellow gunk out of lungs. I can feel it rattling around in my lungs, gross.
OK, i have to go to bed so I am well rested for the test tomorrow morning. I need a hug....
with love-
A
Monday, March 17, 2008
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